Saturday, June 25, 2016

To the persons who promised to stay but left.

I used to wonder about people coming back after they’ve decided to leave. I used to wait for the day they come back and realize that they messed up or realize that life is miserable without me. 

But then I realized that better than all this mess is someone who never leaves.

Someone who never leaves when you hit bumps in the road, someone who never leaves when the rain starts falling down on you, someone who never leaves no matter how dark it gets, someone who chooses to stay every single day.

You deserve someone who never leaves when things are not that exciting, when life becomes overwhelming for you to handle, when you are tired all the time, when you’re lost and confused and don’t know what to do next, when you keep doubting yourself and your capabilities. 

You deserve someone who never leaves even if they found a better job or made more money or bought a fancier car. Someone who never leaves when they’re at their best, when they can get anyone they want but still choose you, when they don’t even care about exploring all these other ‘options’ to realize your worth because they know what they have and they know that you are one of a kind.

You deserve someone who makes you believe that some people can stay.

You deserve someone who reminds you of how you survived, someone who reminds you of your strength, someone who reminds you of your greatness and someone who reminds you that even though you can make it on your own, they want to be there, they don’t want you to be alone this time and they want to fight your battles with you. 
Even though we all have that one person we wish could come back, what we really should wish for is someone who never leaves. Someone who left before could leave again but someone who could’ve left but decided to stay is exactly the kind of person you need to be with – is exactly the kind of person you deserve to be with. 

These were lovely written by Rania Naim. 

To dear former friends, to the persons who promised to stay but left, this is me letting go. This is me moving on. This is me, giving myself what I deserve, so much more. 

You deserve someone who doesn’t give you internal conflicts. Someone who never leaves when things get hard, when life becomes complicated, when you’re lost and confused and aren’t sure of what to do next. 

 Cheers to whoever stays.

2 comments:

Amirah 'Atiqah said...

hai nai junior. thanks sebab post ni. buat kita semangat sikit :)

Nur Amira Ilyani said...

You're welcome kak , thx baca and left comment buat kita rasa blog ni ada gak pekdahnye hiksss

 
 
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